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(Originally posted on: 01-19-03 11:12:42 PM)
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Hi.
I need to vent and I apologize since none of you know me, or anything about me, and although you won't take the time to read this, that's fine, since at least it will feel good to get it off my chest.
Ill start rambling about it ... now.
It started off with me joining another messageboard. It was a teen messageboard with a close-knit community and I found myself really attached to the people. I was a bit of a dick to the owner of the site, and he had personal feelings of dislike towards me, with reason.
One day from my home computer, a friend of mine posted inapropriate links of the famous Fecal Japan picture on the site, and the owner linked it back to me, and I was banned. The owner was happy to be rid of me, however the general population of the site was rather upset at me being banned.
Because at this point I was obsessed with the site,I kept coming back under new names, and each time getting banned.
The problem was, everyone on the site supported me and knew I was innocent. I became over-obssesed with an internet site and the attraction never went away.
It got to the point where I just kept coming back, and then out of personal dislike for the owner, I hacked into a moderator's account and posted porn from her account, and read all the secret moderator forums where they talked about me and everyone else.
The owner of the site called my university, and basically got me in severe trouble. Two security people came to my room and took my computer as evidence against me for when they charge me. I know I took things too far, but I had always looked at real life and internet life as completely different things.
Now I face the possibility of being kicked out of university over an internet site, and I don't know what to do about that.
Also, in real life there are difficulties as well. I cannot even begin to list all the problems that are occuring around me. Some example include my really good male friend taking advantage of my really good female friend when they were drunk... I don't know what to do about that. ..... And the girl I really like likes my GAY friend. And he still likes me. It's all stupid teenager emotional crap that I know won't matter in 10 years though.
But the internet site thing really bothers me. What the fuck should I do.... I don't want this to turn into a big deal.
I am leaving a lot of details out, but I just wanted to give a brief description.
Sorry to complain like this, and I know how irritating it is to listen to complete strangers bitch about their problems. I just wanted to ask help and I figured this might be a good place to ask.
*Waits for Karma to plummet at a high speed*
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