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(Originally posted on: 01-17-03 11:23:16 AM)
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Last night, I was very, very angry. My parents were arguing with me because I've been skipping college for the past 2 1/2 months and want to go and get a full time job. They think that because my friend was kicked out of college that I want to "follow in his footsteps", whereas I've been wanting to leave college after the 1st month of starting...about 7months ago.

I decided to try to overdose myself, since the idea of the knife looked a slow and drawn out death. I took ibrofen, paracetemol and all those type of drugs from the cabinet and in the end had 48 pills. I swallowed 43 and the other 5 I chucked out the window.

I woke up at 4 am and was chocking up those pills in sick for about 4 hours and then for the rest of today I was choking up the liquid form of the tablets (which looks a lot like water)

Sigh.
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Reply 1 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-17-03 11:28:43 AM)
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You must really hate school *sad*

How come you aren't at the hospital?
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Reply 2 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-17-03 03:02:37 PM)
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He puked the drugs up and didn't realliy digest them, so he isn't going to be as sick as if he had digested all of them.
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Reply 3 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-17-03 03:08:08 PM)
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Do your parents know?
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Reply 4 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-17-03 04:55:13 PM)
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you're lucky you got them up, or you'd have been in for the most agonizing and horrible few hours of your life.
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Reply 5 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-17-03 11:27:55 PM)
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Was it worth it, when you think about it today?
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Reply 6 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-18-03 01:58:44 AM)
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I don't mean to be mean or insensitive but I dont understand the idea of 'trying to kill yourself'. It seems like such an easy task to kill yourself. *sad* Oh and don't kill yourself because of school or parents or girls or anything. Ive gone thru major shit with all of the mentioned and never really thought about killing myself..altho I am joining the army at a time of oncoming war *wtf*
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Reply 7 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-18-03 10:53:21 AM)
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You're not going to die. During the Gulf War, something like 150 people died.
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Reply 8 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-18-03 02:12:55 PM)
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Quoted from ExtraKryspi:
You're not going to die. During the Gulf War, something like 150 people died.

What does that have to do with anything?


And BrandNewCar I've been exactly where you're at. I did pretty much the same thing, swallowing any of the pills that we had in the cabinet, which doesn't sound bad, because there was some advil and some ibuprofen and tylenol, but there was also a bunch of my sleeping pills and migraine medication and various other prescriptions. Pretty much the same thing happened, I passed out, and woke up about to puke and I puked and puked and puked all night and dry heaved a bit when there was just nothing left in there. I hated myself. I'm not even really "okay" with myself now, I just don't think about it. I guess I've decided that (literally and figuratively) I don't have the stomach to end my own life. There are things to live for, but it seems like that only applies to everyone but me for the most part. I find things pretty, but what's the point of living twenty four hours a day when only one hour of the day is halfway pleasant? Anyway, I'm not even sure what the use of this post is if not to say that things can get better, or they can get worse. Killing yourself just makes you into a statistic. The best I can advise is to stop living for other people. If you hate school, then you're really just wasting a lot of money because it won't get you anywhere, and if it does, it'll be a place that you don't want to be anyway. So quit school if you really don't like it that much. Or maybe it's just living with your parents that is causing all of this friction. Maybe see if there is somewhere you can move or something you can work out. Try to avoid confrontation while you weigh all of your choices.
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Reply 9 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-18-03 02:54:03 PM)
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BNC, do you have a new perspective on live, or are you still miserable? Or was it just a spur of the moment thing?
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Reply 10 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-18-03 10:27:33 PM)
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You're not going to die. During the Gulf War, something like 150 people died.


I am very very unlucky. And yeah, peach has a point.
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Reply 11 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-19-03 07:17:25 AM)
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Zeus, just pray that you don't have to assault Baghdad(sp?). You'll get masscred like rats in a cage. I've never been depressed so I have no experience. So, uh... Yeah.
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Reply 12 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-19-03 09:09:47 AM)
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I half-heartedly tried to suffocate myself with a pillow once. I refuse to explain my reasoning as to why I should've died.
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Reply 13 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-19-03 11:00:28 PM)
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Thanks for teasing us. Hey! I've got a great story, but I won't tell you!
The reason can't have been that bad. Surely you can tell us?
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Reply 14 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-20-03 02:47:00 AM)
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BNC, don't kill yourself, I hate to sound like a psycho pep sqaud, but there really is a lot to live for. Also, the best revenge you can get is to live a good happy life. I know things look bleak now, but they will get better, usually right after you move out of your parents house.., at least they did for me. Talk to someone, a counselor, a friend. Good luck, I hope everything works out.
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Reply 15 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-20-03 03:32:46 AM)
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I don't go to school, I go to college, rarely at the moment.

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BNC, do you have a new perspective on live, or are you still miserable? Or was it just a spur of the moment thing?


Not really, miserable.. yeah I guess. I tried taking up a new hobby, skateboarding to try to give me something to do at the moment.

I told 1 friend yesterday, he said he's going to have a talk to me about it when he comes around later today.

Life seems ironic at times, for example last weekend on the way to work I got injured by a mini, a really small car but I still went to work. It wasn't until after 7 1/2 hours that the manager of the store I work at asked me if I was alright, you look a little pale (after having lost a fair bit of blood.)

In one way, whether I want to admitt it or not I did it just to prove I could, if you see what I'm getting at.
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Reply 16 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-21-03 12:32:45 PM)
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wow, this guy fucks up in life, and he even fucks up in death. what a suprise. Next time, call me over and I will help you kill yourself, because I really dont feel like reading these fucking sob stories about how horrible your life is and how you want sympathy for trying to kill yourself. Suck it up and get on with life, or just kill yourself and stop bitching about it. There, I said it for those of you who were thinking it but where playing nice out of humanity.
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Reply 17 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-21-03 04:23:53 PM)
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I wasn't playing nice.

I like to think that it's a good thing that I didn't succeed in killing myself back when I really wanted to, and so out of respect for all of BNC's future friends, I didn't encourage him to kill himself.
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Reply 18 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-21-03 04:31:57 PM)
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Suck it up and get on with life, or just kill yourself and stop bitching about it.
You completely and totally missed the point here. Alot of people do it for attention, and nothing more. It's not about how sad his life is, or even that he really wants to die. If it was, it'd be over.
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Reply 19 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 01:04:09 PM)
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...yeah, he wasn't trying to kill himself. That was one of those "cries for help". Girls swallow pills. Men use a gun. Statistics show that females are four times as likely to attempt suicide, and males are four times as likely to succeed.

Only in America could kids be so fucking petty and spoiled that they would be all depressed and contemplate suicide because mommy and daddy want them to stay in school. What the fuck. So drop out, get a job and an apartment, and work the rest of your life. Most people in this world will never have the opportunity to attend college. You live in the richest nation in the world, and sounds like you/your parents have decent money here, too. You arent gonna get any sympathy from me, go take some prozac and get over yourself.
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Reply 20 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 01:21:08 PM)
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Quoted from LordZode:
...yeah, he wasn't trying to kill himself. That was one of those "cries for help". Girls swallow pills. Men use a gun. Statistics show that females are four times as likely to attempt suicide, and males are four times as likely to succeed.

Only in America could kids be so fucking petty and spoiled that they would be all depressed and contemplate suicide because mommy and daddy want them to stay in school. What the fuck. So drop out, get a job and an apartment, and work the rest of your life. Most people in this world will never have the opportunity to attend college. You live in the richest nation in the world, and sounds like you/your parents have decent money here, too. You arent gonna get any sympathy from me, got take some prozac and get over yourself.


Thank you very fucking much. Its good to see someone has some brains.
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Reply 21 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 01:24:07 PM)
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Quoted from Lovely Insanity:
Quoted from Stoffel:
Suck it up and get on with life, or just kill yourself and stop bitching about it.
You completely and totally missed the point here. Alot of people do it for attention, and nothing more. It's not about how sad his life is, or even that he really wants to die. If it was, it'd be over.


Exactly, and you people give him the attention. If that is the only reason he is doing it, then I hope next time he "wants attention" then he gets it, by staring at the back of a casket lid. There are better ways to get attention than that, and like Zord said, he is a whinning little spoilt kid.
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Reply 22 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 01:26:52 PM)
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Quoted from peach:
I wasn't playing nice.

I like to think that it's a good thing that I didn't succeed in killing myself back when I really wanted to, and so out of respect for all of BNC's future friends, I didn't encourage him to kill himself.


There you go again taking everything said as critical to you. I never said "Dani is playing nice." In fact, I didnt read anything beyond the first two or three replies. It probably is a good thing you didnt succeed, but had you come and posted something like this here I would have told you the same thing I told BNC.

You know what they say, "If at first you dont succeed, try, try again."
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Reply 23 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 02:37:56 PM)
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Fine, I'll try again.
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Reply 24 of 72 (Originally posted on: 01-22-03 02:45:28 PM)
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Don't we all try to kill ourselves at some point? I know I have.
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