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(Originally posted on: 11-02-02 06:30:40 PM)
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my mom just came home and told me that i cant use her comp anymore...

its a long story, but apparently i've hurt her feelings again...
the thing is, i dont give a shit about her feelings...i'm just trying to get through the days, and the things she feels i should do always make it harder for me to get through the days without breaking down
it might be morally wrong, i dont know...i dont know anything anymore...i just wanna get out of this shit somehow

i fucking hate her...and i fucking hate reinhard...but i cant leave them cause if i do i have no money and i have to live in the streets and its -8 fucking degrees C outside

i just cant take this shit anymore...i feel so fucking bad and everything is so fucking hopeless and theres nothing i can do about it...
its just fucking frustrating...i wanna leave this place but i dont have any money and i dont have any job and its fucking cold outside...
i dont wanna live anymore, but i have to cause i'm too afraid of death to ever kill myself (if slowly drinking yourself to death doesnt count)

FRUSTRATION!

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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Reply 1 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 06:37:29 PM)
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i wish i could just go out and shoot myself in the mouth with a shotgun or something

but i dont have a shotgun...
and even if i did, i wouldnt be able to pull the trigger
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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Reply 2 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 06:45:17 PM)
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Why don't you have a job?
the best thing about high school girls... every year im a little older, but every year they stay the same age. - NNY
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Reply 3 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:00:57 PM)
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Well why you're at it, FMP, why not just piss on his head?
So, yay
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Reply 4 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:13:35 PM)
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you need to stop buying beer, save your money and come to america. i could get you a place to live, and you could hang out with all my friends who are like me and you, wastelocks.
Never really understand what anything means
And how can I resist, something more than this?
Another second of my life, not knowing if it's true
Whispering the secret, whispering there is
Always something other, something more than this
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making jabs at each other is what the internet is for you fucking idiots. oh, and for stealing things.

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Reply 5 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:18:33 PM)
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Drahnier? America? *stifled laughter*

But seriously, consider NNY's offer.
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Reply 6 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:21:21 PM)
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definatly consider NNY's offer.
Never really understand what anything means
And how can I resist, something more than this?
Another second of my life, not knowing if it's true
Whispering the secret, whispering there is
Always something other, something more than this
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Reply 7 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:33:22 PM)
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NNY should remember dani's offer, then re-evaluate his offer to drah, then re-offer a more fitting offer in which everyone is satisfied.
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Reply 8 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 07:57:06 PM)
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where drah comes here, and then him and i go up there?
Never really understand what anything means
And how can I resist, something more than this?
Another second of my life, not knowing if it's true
Whispering the secret, whispering there is
Always something other, something more than this
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Reply 9 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 08:04:42 PM)
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EDIT: That obviously came out in an unintended way.
"...Try. Try. Try some more. Look how much you're failing." -Wheezy

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This reply was last edited on 11-02-02 09:23:13 PM by Tyr.
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Reply 10 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 08:08:23 PM)
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chronic suicide? what the fuck are you talking about? shut the fuck up because you obivously have no clue.
Never really understand what anything means
And how can I resist, something more than this?
Another second of my life, not knowing if it's true
Whispering the secret, whispering there is
Always something other, something more than this
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I SHOULD READ THE HALL OF REJECTS MORE OFTEN!

making jabs at each other is what the internet is for you fucking idiots. oh, and for stealing things.

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Reply 11 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 08:27:30 PM)
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Seriously, he's going through chronic suicide.

I just about fell out of my chair laughing at that.
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Reply 12 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 08:38:28 PM)
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Chronic suicide is when you intentionally or unintentionally gradually kill yourself over a long period of time...
"...Try. Try. Try some more. Look how much you're failing." -Wheezy

[[/w]I think, therefore I make bullshit philosophic generalizations.[w]]
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making jabs at each other is what the internet is for you fucking idiots. oh, and for stealing things.

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Reply 13 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 08:48:31 PM)
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Even if that is the proper term I find it rather amusing.
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Reply 14 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-02-02 09:17:34 PM)
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Seriously. I'm coming into threads with the best of intentions and he's just being utterly cruel to me.
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Reply 15 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-03-02 01:27:31 AM)
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I think you need therapy.

In regard to your relationship with your mom, maybe it needs some sexual healing.
Where can I turn for comfort? Where do the cold days end?
Where has the sunshine gone? Where do our two hearts blend?
Where has love gone and hidden? Where must I go to find?
The more I shun romance, the more love is defined.
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Reply 16 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-03-02 02:30:58 AM)
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Definitely fuck your mom.
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Reply 17 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-03-02 02:35:12 AM)
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I really don't see any other option.

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Reply 18 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-03-02 12:07:00 PM)
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Definitely fuck your mom.


A spit in Reinhard's face!

His fat, pasty, Nazi face! HAR HAR HAR!
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Reply 19 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-03-02 12:09:53 PM)
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I want to meet someone with a fat, pastry, Nazi face.

They'd probably taste good.
Where can I turn for comfort? Where do the cold days end?
Where has the sunshine gone? Where do our two hearts blend?
Where has love gone and hidden? Where must I go to find?
The more I shun romance, the more love is defined.
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Reply 20 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-04-02 10:24:04 AM)
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my mom isnt the problem, she's just an annoying detail...the problem is that i'm so fucking tired of all this...shit

i cant fucking take it anymore

NNY: it'd take me forever just to get enough money for the plane ticket, and i bet everything sucks just as much in america as it does here

cant you just come here and shoot me in the face with a shotgun instead?
we'll make sure that you dont get caught for it
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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Reply 21 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-04-02 10:28:35 AM)
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a fight broke out between me and reinhard last night
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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Reply 22 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-04-02 10:32:13 AM)
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about what?
Desperation -> d espE RAtI on -> A Repo Edsn It -> A Rope Ends It
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Reply 23 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-04-02 10:35:02 AM)
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well there are fights all the time but this was a physical fight...we were just arguing about something

it could really only end in one way considering that he weighs twice as much as i do and has been doing hard work with his arms for 40 years
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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Reply 24 of 39 (Originally posted on: 11-04-02 10:41:23 AM)
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well, i apologize if i was being excesivly hard on you, i guess it just struck a chord.

Quoted from Dictionary -- Chronic:
Lasting for a long period of time or marked by frequent recurrence, as certain diseases: chronic colitis.


my understanding of chronic is that its something re-occuring, or something thats there for a long time. chronic suicide by that definition would mean he keeps killing himself over and over. gradual suicide perhaps. there was no mention of 'chronic suicide' at dictionary.com either.
Lately I've been feeling dead inside, Like my guts have dried up and died
But every night I water them back to life
When I fall down I'll fall apart, Trade in my bike for a shopping cart
and beg change from a world that needs some
But I'm so inebriated that I cannot see, Between the moon and you, lunacy is setting in
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