drahnier
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(Originally posted on: 11-02-02 06:30:40 PM)
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my mom just came home and told me that i cant use her comp anymore...
its a long story, but apparently i've hurt her feelings again...
the thing is, i dont give a shit about her feelings...i'm just trying to get through the days, and the things she feels i should do always make it harder for me to get through the days without breaking down
it might be morally wrong, i dont know...i dont know anything anymore...i just wanna get out of this shit somehow
i fucking hate her...and i fucking hate reinhard...but i cant leave them cause if i do i have no money and i have to live in the streets and its -8 fucking degrees C outside
i just cant take this shit anymore...i feel so fucking bad and everything is so fucking hopeless and theres nothing i can do about it...
its just fucking frustrating...i wanna leave this place but i dont have any money and i dont have any job and its fucking cold outside...
i dont wanna live anymore, but i have to cause i'm too afraid of death to ever kill myself (if slowly drinking yourself to death doesnt count)
FRUSTRATION!
GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!
there aint no moonlight after midnight, i see you stupid people out looking for delight
i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
you pray to your god
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