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honestly i probably have Crohn's disease and should see a doctor

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I honestly don't know what the fuck is wrong with me this time.

Last night I had some dream that involved my removing of the shirt I was wearing. I don't remember who else was there or what the setting was, I just know that it was difficult to get my shirt off, but it *did* eventually come off.

Then I *think* I tried to masturbate, but didn't finish, and because no one here likes talking about masturbation, that's as far as I'll go with that one.

So this morning I wake up and my shirt is off. I can't find it. I don't know where it is. It's not on the floor, chair, desk, bed, anywhere.

My pants had also be twisted around.

And now I'm really, really tired, despite being in bed by 11 (I got 9 hours of sleep). But it's not a fall-asleep-at-any-second tired - it's a I-don't-give-a-fuck-as-long-as-this-day-eventually-ends tired, kind of like when the room is just a little too warm.

This scares me. If I had been "sleepwalking", who knows where the shirt might've come off, or at what time? I still haven't found it. What concerns me more is this masturbation bit - if I had been sleepwalking and taking my shirt off, what's to stop me from doing *that* as well? How the fuck do you stop this? What started it?

Fuck. I hope one of the fucking genuises that hangs around here has some answers. I'm fucking confused as hell.

So, yay

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you've obviously been drugged and raped

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im sure as the day goes on you'll either remember or hear all about it.

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And how can I resist, something more than this?
Another second of my life, not knowing if it's true
Whispering the secret, whispering there is
Always something other, something more than this

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Have you ever had a dream where your radio comes on (in reality) and it sort of combines what's on the radio into the dream? That's happened to me before.

Maybe someone took your shirt off, you struggled, and in your dream, it was you struggling to take your shirt of. And then maybe they twisted your pants around trying to get them off, but they couldn't, then they tried to ...do stuff to you, but couldn't. And that's when you thought you were masturbating.

In all seriousness, I'll look around and see if I can find something that could interpret this stuff.

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yeah, ive had those dreams with the radio. its happeend with the radio, my alarm, people telling me to wake up.

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Wait, Drah may be on to something - I was just making lunch, and as I turned my hand over to pick up a knife, I discovered what seems to be a spider (ugk) bite on my thumb.

And I still haven't found the shirt.

So, yay

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check the yard, and the neighbors yard. and FA's shed.

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everything usually ends up in FA's shed

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I think you need to chain yourself to your bed before going to sleep ... just in case you sleepwalked onto the street last night and masturbated there.

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have you tried handcuffing yourself to the bed in a pair of diapers and shoving a q-tip up your penis?

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*not in that order.

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Alright, I've found this on "clothing"

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Clothing

When you get into different moods you tend to choose different clothing, so clothing, for this reason best symbolizes your mood or state of mind. They also signify attitude. We wear clothing for all sorts of different reasons including, work, dating, play and social occasions. Attitudes and moods are similar to clothing in this regard, they are the camouflage we hide behind, our face we put on for the world in various situations so we can better cope. Take a look at what you, or other people in your dream are wearing to get even more clues to the dream's meaning. Also, a commonly overlooked clue is sometimes you see clothes on a clothes line, or lying around. It would be a good idea to take note as to what style and condition the clothes you see are.

*shrug*
I'm not sure if that helps or not.

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Halloween Joke? (by someone you know?)

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I often dream that someone calls me, and I always wake up in the middle of the conversation. So I roll over and grab my phone thinking I hung up on them. Freaks me out everytime.

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Clothing

When you get into different moods you tend to choose different clothing, so clothing, for this reason best symbolizes your mood or state of mind. They also signify attitude. We wear clothing for all sorts of different reasons including, work, dating, play and social occasions. Attitudes and moods are similar to clothing in this regard, they are the camouflage we hide behind, our face we put on for the world in various situations so we can better cope. Take a look at what you, or other people in your dream are wearing to get even more clues to the dream's meaning. Also, a commonly overlooked clue is sometimes you see clothes on a clothes line, or lying around. It would be a good idea to take note as to what style and condition the clothes you see are.

Danielle is the shit.

Okay, that shirt I was wearing was blue. I usually wear it with blue jeans to become low profile, especially while driving, since the truck is blue and everything inside is blue. Perhaps I removed it so I could stand out. Or maybe I was just too hot, dunno. I got half-naked for a reason.

I still haven't found it. Maybe I flushed it.

So, yay

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no no, i say FA's shed because he had some strange man-ster lurking around his yard and it ended up in his shed and he never found out what it was.

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DRAH! why arent you back on AIM?

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what?

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I'm pretty sure there's something outside...

I hear footsteps in the grass, it sounds like heavy feet plodding along. It's no animal, it's the really unique sound of something bipedal thumping through the wet grass. But, despite my creeping fear that it's a serial rapist who's been stalking me for weeks, I went outside seconds after I heard the footsteps and shone a flashlight around. Nothing! I mean, it's not like it was a kid running by, it was slow trodding. And I didn't sit in my chair and cry and whine while the person/thing/Al Roker trodded by. I jumped up, grabbed the MagLite on the coffee table and ran out onto the porch. NOTHING. I come inside, MORE FUCKING FOOTSTEPS. I tried to ignore it, then it sounds like something hit the door. I jumped out of my fucking chair. I screamed at whoever it was that "I've got a fucking gun, you stupid nut!" (Which isn't really true..but, what does he know?) And then after...like...fourty seconds, I got up, grabbed the flashlight again, and went outside. Nothing, again. So, I come back inside. Sit down, turn on all the lights, and just try to focus my mind on something else. Then I hear a crash in the fucking shed, and I jump up, and look out the sliding glass door which looks out toward the shed. Nothing. Maybe it was an animal, but how does that explain the heavy trodding? Right now I haven't heard anything else, but I've got the door bolted and the chain is on. I've also got a 12 inch French chef's knife on the desk. Anything coming through that door is getting this through his/it's chest.

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...no one here likes talking about masturbation...

Didn't anyone noticed this? Where are -you-, because where I am, people can't stop talking about masturbation.

I don't feel cheap anymore, yay!

You made me feel loved.

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Why, thank you, Drah.

I shall give you the Negative karma you covet so much.

So, yay

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thank you

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i'm so happy, i'm feeling so fine...watching all the rubbish, wasting my time
i look around your house you've got nothing to steal, i kick you in the head when you get down to kneel and pray
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Quoted from danielle:
Have you ever had a dream where your radio comes on (in reality) and it sort of combines what's on the radio into the dream?

That happens to me all the time. I listent to Howard Stern in the morning, and when it first comes on, I can picture what is going on.

Excuse me while I puke and die.

I'm entertained, but I'd rather be enlightened.

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Danielle is the shit.

Okay, that shirt I was wearing was blue. I usually wear it with blue jeans to become low profile, especially while driving, since the truck is blue and everything inside is blue. Perhaps I removed it so I could stand out. Or maybe I was just too hot, dunno. I got half-naked for a reason.

I still haven't found it. Maybe I flushed it.

Ok, TPC, I'm going to try my best to interpret your dream just by reading it and trying to find how it parallels, (I'm horrible with the symbolism that "dream dictionaries" talk about, they're creepy: "if you dream about an apple, you'll become a millionare within a week." LOL IM SUCH A FAG!!

Alright, so clothing is supposed to be about a change in mood, or perhaps a change in general. You dreamt that you were struggling to get your shirt off. What are you trying to change in your real life? Or not trying to change but should? Perhaps something you're afraid to change because you're afraid it will be difficult.
As far as the colors you wear to not stand out, maybe you need more attention and you're dream is showing you a manifestation of that. Is there perhaps a certain person you'd like to be noticed by? Or a group of people, at school maybe? Co-workers? Maybe that's it.

The masturbation thing; here's another thing I found about dreams, this is about any sexual dreams, including masturbation...

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When you have sexual dreams, pay attention to the surrounding symbols discussed above, such as the setting, the weather, any animals, food or drink. These symbols, along with any underlying feelings, stand for any subconscious thoughts you may be having about the sexual experience. If your dreams contain satisfaction and contented symbols, congratulate yourself! If you dream about fearful, anxious or stressful sexual imagery, you might want to take a look within yourself and see if you could be a little happier. The subconscious is only useful if you pay attention to it!

There's that.

And the fact that you're masturbating. Was anyone else around? If you're alone, it could be a sign of you just being lonely in life and longing for a partner, sexually or otherwise. The fact that you didn't finish could just be further frustration in your sex life. Which is likely symbolic of your success in tasks on a daily basis. Are you not doing as well in school as you should? You don't feel like you're reaching your potential? Just a thought. Anyway, if you want more of my opinion, just ask.

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