Lyle
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(Originally posted on: 09-27-05 10:46:43 AM)
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so i know i havn't been posting here a lot lately, i'm sure you've all noticed and cared, deeply. however, now that i've got the time and energy and because i've got nothing better to do, i've decided to create an e/n thread about how my life has been going lately!
so.
backtrack to june. we're down to my final couple of days of high school and i'm being told that because i've missed 2/5 months of my second semester, i'm probably not going to graduate or get my second semester credits. now, granted, not going to school is completely and totally my fault. i'd moved out of home and constantly written myself notes to get out of class, which is perfectly legal here, and there's really nothing the school system can do about it if i'm not living at home. so i raise a hissyfit about it because i've got 'a' grades in all of my classes and i'm passing every test and getting great grades and how i don't even want to walk across the god-damn stage, anyway, so finally the monday after graduation they give me my diploma (along with 8 other awards for excellence) and i'm finished with high school forever.
the summer was basically one huge drunken blur. i'm not applying to colleges, i want to go but have decided to buy a car and work for a year instead. i get drunk at a friend's mansion basically every night, call into work every other day, and piss away my time. yay! i make many trips to dc, baltimore, pittsburgh, philly, the ocean, the jersey shore, and nyc.
towards the end of summer, things start to go downhill. i realize that i really should've fucking applied to college (agian, my fault), my friends start dropping off like flies (their fault), i think i'm going to lose my job because of all the days i've missed (my fault) and basically i'm just really fucking lonely. i had a boyfriend, but he cheated on me and it didn't end well. (his fault)
so backtrack to about a year ago. you have to have this background story to understand what happens next:
a few friends and i are walking around in downtown hagerstown. it's hot out, so we decide to stop in this bagel shop called bently's to get a drink, and we see two guys, one of which is kind-of atractive. so to my friends i joke: haha, one day i'm going to marry that guy.
this statement becomes a long-time running joke between us. then, in january we actually meet up with and become friends with the other boy that we saw in the bagel shop. remembering the comment i made several months before, i mention it to him and we joke about it and i eventually find out that the attractive boy has gotten himself married and moved to colorado.
great, fantastic. end of story, right?
fucking wrong!
rewind to four weeks ago. as a joke, i write a letter to god on my myspace asking him to do one good thing for me that week because i'm really in a rut and something nice would be really great. haha, whatever, right.
so, three days later i get a message from the cute guy in the bagel shop! he's sent me one before to ask me how the other boy is doing and are we still friends and all that good stuff, but that was months ago so it's a bit of a surprise. so, this message. basically, the body of it says "hey, my wife left me and i remember eric (that other boy) telling me about how you said you were going to marry me one day and i know you hate hagerstown, i do too, so i think you should come out here and live with me and be my new wife."
well, honestly, at first i thought it was a joke, but as it turns out, he really did want me to move to colorado with him. i thought about it for a few days, but realized that if i moved out there i wouldn't be able to pay for my two-month trip out to europe. i mention this to him, and he tells me that he'll commission artwork from me and that will pay for my trip. (he's got money to burn.)
okay, so, i agree to drop everything i have in hagerstown and fly out to colorado to live with this boy. my last day of work was yesterday, and now i don't know what to do.
so to summarize, for absolutely everyone because i know no one read that entire thing:
i quit my job, am selling my car, packing up my life in suitcases and leaving everyone to move out to colorado and live for free in some boy's house and take pictures and draw things for him because he likes my art and stay there until december 7th, which is my flight back from denver and after that i will be living in some mansion in germany for almost two months for free and after that i don't know what i'm going to do because i didn't apply to any colleges and i have no idea what the fuck i'm going to do with my life now that i have no job and i'm 1,500 dollars in debt and have no way to pay for it.
i leave in eleven days, and i'm more excited about this than anything, ever, and i don't even know how to end this fucking post because i don't know what's going to happen to me, in the long run.
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